Jennifer

Beauty * Truth * Love

(Taken at King's in Dedham, MA - Oct 1, 2011)

It's amazing what falling in love can do to a person. You know you're in deep when you forget how to eat a sandwich! lol! People are lucky if they fall in love ONCE, let alone TWICE in life. What you may have THOUGHT was love really wasn't.  A learning lesson nonetheless, but, true love is when you give and RECEIVE in return. There is nothing more beautiful or spectacular.

Jennifer. I don't know how the Universe put this beautiful woman in my life, but I thank God it did.

Beauty shines on the outside when you wear it on the inside.

Jennifer is one of the most beautiful people I have ever known, inside AND out.

She is one of those rare type people who go out of their way for others without the blink of an eye. She gives of herself to her family and friends, and, in the short amount of time of knowing and falling in love with her, she has given so much of herself to me.

(Taken at King's in Dedham, MA - Oct 1, 2011)

When Jennifer smiles, her entire face lights up. Really. HER. ENTIRE. FACE. LIGHTS. UP. She has an intensity in her gaze that makes me weak in the knees. When she touches me it is like every chemical in my body responds. She laughs WITH me. We are ALWAYS laughing. We can talk and talk and talk ---- and never run out of things to say. She never tires of my stories or tells me "hurry up" with what I am saying. She loves holding my hand and kissing me in public. She writes me long, beautiful, honest letters. She wrote me a poem. She had given me space when requested, which only made me want to jump further into her open arms.

Jennifer has a Master of Arts in English. She is an amazing writer --- so in touch with her emotions and feelings.

She is a 37 year old woman that looks 27 years old. She is a kid at heart and loves amusement park rides, the outdoors, all types of music, bowling, playing pool, bike riding, being active, enjoys food (Thanksgiving is one of her favorite holidays - I love that!), is close to her parents, has amazing "best" friends, loves animals, is feminine yet strong, a great listener, gentle, soft, great with kids and......my.......perfect.......match.

Something inside tells me - THIS IS IT, this time.

There are no "red flags" --- no "whispers" warning me she isn't right for me. Quite the opposite.

I feel safe around her. I feel truly loved. Accepted. Appreciated. Valued.

I knew I was attracted to Jennifer from the first time I saw her photo and read her little profile about enjoying life and having fun.

 

I started to have strong feelings for her writing back and forth.

I felt butterflies and "that feeling" of chemistry the first night I met her ---- on her 37th birthday.

 

I fell in love on our second date.

Jennifer told me she had intense feelings BEFORE even meeting me in person.

She gave me her heart.

It has been SO long since I felt such warmth, compassion, honesty, truth, kindness and intensity.

(Taken at King's in Dedham, MA - Oct 1, 2011)

I look at her and my heart goes in my throat. I have forgotten how to speak right. I put two straws in my soda around her. I am always gazing at her profile and thinking to myself (and sometimes out loud) how beautiful, cute, adorable this woman is.

I feel so blessed. So lucky.

Maybe THIS is truly THE ONE for me. The one to grow old with (slowly, of course - lol). To marry and settle down with. Everything feels right. Time will tell! :)

We have both learned so much from our previous relationships. Everything WE DON'T WANT.

No more abuse. No more name calling. No more let downs. No more verbal abuse. No more lying. No more fear.

It isn't in "her nature" to be that way, just as it isn't in "my nature" to be that way.

I think we've paid our dues and deserve each other. I really do.

All I know is when she is near me, I want to hold her in my arms, or kiss her - laugh with her - talk. I just want to feel her close to me, and vice versa.

She feels the same for me, it seems.

THIS is love.

Beautiful, Jennifer

It isn't some crazy roller coaster of insane push/pull --- "mirroring" the other and basing our love on what "we can get" from the other --- "our needs" being met.

It is about LOVING each other and being that person - the GOOD - GENUINE - person to each other.

I love the honesty.

There is no lying. No hiding. No deceit. Betrayal. Heartbreak.

No one is going to feel pain when they find out WE are together. People feel JOY for our happiness.

There are good people and there are evil people in this word.

The red and black cape people, I like to call them.

I am happy to have finally, after 5 years, found my red cape partner.

It feels so right.

Jennifer fits so perfectly --- in every way.

I am in love - honest love.

And I thank the universe for that.

Karma played out right this time.

Thank you.

Beauty. Truth. Love.