The Tomboy Femme

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The Tomboy Femme

Halloween Party! October 22, 2011!

Jen & I!

Jen was "drag queen" Jen Natalia (get it? genitalia? lol) and I was her "drag hag" gay boy! xoxo

Pretty!!!

Getting ready for the party!

Me and my old friend, Jen Sherman!

Didn't notice a curtain fell down until later! LOL!

OOOOH!! Fog! Strobe lights! Hallooooooweeeen!!!

Jen's delicious "witches brew" -- everyone loved it!

Jen Natalia has the magic touch! ;)

Yay!! April and Pepper even came!! :)

Lime sorbet - yum!!

John was "the great pumpkin" missing tooth and all! Reed, in his squirrel costume, taking a breather on Jen and lil' bullshit under Jen's arm! LOL!

Sean was kind enough to bring his Karaoke equipment to the house! BOY WAS THAT FUN!!! Highlights: Singing "Toucha, Toucha, Toucha ME" (Rocky Horror Picture Show) to Jen, "I Touch Myself" (duet with mom - lol!!!), Crazy (Pam & mom) and Stand Back (Marie). Sean is a sweetheart with an incredble voice!



Jen and Angel playing on the couch!!

Loved Marie's witches costume!!



October 19, 2011

What's on my mind?

Love and lots of it.

Love of life.

Love of family.

Love of friends.

Love of pets.

Love of the season.

Love the smell of Color's by Benetton.

Love laughing.

Love hugging, kissing, cuddling etc.,

Love warm clothing.

Love kindness.

Love toy bulls, psychics, pool, bowling and dancing.

Love dark brown eyes.

Love chemistry.

Crazy, intense, real, fun, romantic, sweet, silly, true, passionate - love.

Love for a Jennifer.

I love Jennifer Walsh.

xoxoxoxoxo

October Fun

October 2011

Jen - Cool AND Beautiful! xoxoxoxo

A Pepsi drinker! Ahhhh.....xoxoxoxo

Hot. As. Hell. Just. Sayin.

  Awwww! XO

 Gorgeous!

Sense of Humor!!!! xoxoxoxo

Brave!!! xoxoxoxo

Genie in a Bottle Version 2.0

Could this version of Genie in a Bottle be any hotter??? Loving this! ;) ;)

Another poem from my beautiful girlfriend

My girlfriend, Jen, wrote another beautiful poem for me tonight while visiting with friends. Ahhh....I love her.

I could stare at Jen all day (pink shirt). She is such a beautiful woman - in every way possible.

Forever Person 


Love before


real or not


never before


certainty


deep in my heart


in every way


beyond intense


it's here to stay


making perfect sense


from the start


passion completely new


friendship


and romance too


amazing


beautiful clearing


an endless path


universe is with us.


My forever person,


my ultimate match.

October 12, 2011

Random post.....

 I am just sitting here, taking a break from work, and thinking how lucky and fortunate I feel to be exactly where I am this very second.

 For the first time in my life I feel like I am TRULY on the right path.


For the first time in my life I feel like I have a complete connection with someone.


Every piece of the puzzle is matched perfectly, so it seems.


I am insanely attracted to my girlfriend, Jennifer.


I am attracted to her appearance, her personality, her heart, her style, her outlook on life, her kindness, her genuineness.

 It seems like each day Jen is in my life the fog that dominated my thoughts and heart for so long disappear.

 As if each cruel word I had to digest has been purged.

 As if each promise that turned out to be a lie has somehow been turned back to truth --- by this amazing person.

Jen wrote a poem for me on an old beat up brown paper bag while at the beach a couple of nights ago. How romantic is that? I can't even express how much joy that poem brought me, let alone the fact of where and when it was written.

Jen, remembering a toy that had broke of Angel's, took over a wire to see if it would work so that she could fix it for her. THAT's love.

 It's been so long since I've felt love reciprocated like this.

 It is truly the little things in life that mean so much.


The way a person looks at you.


The way a person smiles at you. Holds your hand. Gets your humor. Encourages you. Enjoys TIME with you.

Enjoys....YOU.

 Little things ARE the big things.


Yeah...falling in love is SO exciting.


 I am so in love with Jen.

But I am even more excited about the staying/maintaining love part of our relationship yet to come, because this time, for the first time, I feel like the journey is going to have a very, very happy ending.

Stuck in a Smile - Part 2 (The Poem)

Jen wrote this while on the beach this evening. It melted my heart and makes COMPLETE sense to me. I feel so very lucky. <3


Just a silly little poem that only my girlfriend will understand... lol - .by Jennifer Walsh on Monday, October 10, 2011 at 10:55pm.10/10/11

Stuck in a Smile

It just won't quit


this smile I'm wearing these days,


it's more than just the Pepsi shirt,

just thinking of you and the smile is there,

wearing it proudly

even when we are apart


because I feel you deep in my heart.

I smile because you can no longer speak.

Eight straws in your soda,


you make no sense to anyone anymore but me.

Tears from laughter,

one look at me and


I would set you free


if it wasn't for the jealousy

of the little dog


who doesn't like it when we are comfy.


But, I will show him.

In time he will see

I'm here to stay

to make his mom's heart so very happy


because you and I can talk endlessly

and then stop and listen

to the music

all the while

stuck in a smile.

Stuck in a Smile - Part 1

Perfect Columbus Day Weekend with my beautiful girlfriend!

Gorgeous! <3

For Jen - I Love You Like a Love Song

The perfect song to describe what I feel for Jen! xoxoxo

Jennifer

Beauty * Truth * Love

(Taken at King's in Dedham, MA - Oct 1, 2011)

It's amazing what falling in love can do to a person. You know you're in deep when you forget how to eat a sandwich! lol! People are lucky if they fall in love ONCE, let alone TWICE in life. What you may have THOUGHT was love really wasn't.  A learning lesson nonetheless, but, true love is when you give and RECEIVE in return. There is nothing more beautiful or spectacular.

Jennifer. I don't know how the Universe put this beautiful woman in my life, but I thank God it did.

Beauty shines on the outside when you wear it on the inside.

Jennifer is one of the most beautiful people I have ever known, inside AND out.

She is one of those rare type people who go out of their way for others without the blink of an eye. She gives of herself to her family and friends, and, in the short amount of time of knowing and falling in love with her, she has given so much of herself to me.

(Taken at King's in Dedham, MA - Oct 1, 2011)

When Jennifer smiles, her entire face lights up. Really. HER. ENTIRE. FACE. LIGHTS. UP. She has an intensity in her gaze that makes me weak in the knees. When she touches me it is like every chemical in my body responds. She laughs WITH me. We are ALWAYS laughing. We can talk and talk and talk ---- and never run out of things to say. She never tires of my stories or tells me "hurry up" with what I am saying. She loves holding my hand and kissing me in public. She writes me long, beautiful, honest letters. She wrote me a poem. She had given me space when requested, which only made me want to jump further into her open arms.

Jennifer has a Master of Arts in English. She is an amazing writer --- so in touch with her emotions and feelings.

She is a 37 year old woman that looks 27 years old. She is a kid at heart and loves amusement park rides, the outdoors, all types of music, bowling, playing pool, bike riding, being active, enjoys food (Thanksgiving is one of her favorite holidays - I love that!), is close to her parents, has amazing "best" friends, loves animals, is feminine yet strong, a great listener, gentle, soft, great with kids and......my.......perfect.......match.

Something inside tells me - THIS IS IT, this time.

There are no "red flags" --- no "whispers" warning me she isn't right for me. Quite the opposite.

I feel safe around her. I feel truly loved. Accepted. Appreciated. Valued.

I knew I was attracted to Jennifer from the first time I saw her photo and read her little profile about enjoying life and having fun.

 

I started to have strong feelings for her writing back and forth.

I felt butterflies and "that feeling" of chemistry the first night I met her ---- on her 37th birthday.

 

I fell in love on our second date.

Jennifer told me she had intense feelings BEFORE even meeting me in person.

She gave me her heart.

It has been SO long since I felt such warmth, compassion, honesty, truth, kindness and intensity.

(Taken at King's in Dedham, MA - Oct 1, 2011)

I look at her and my heart goes in my throat. I have forgotten how to speak right. I put two straws in my soda around her. I am always gazing at her profile and thinking to myself (and sometimes out loud) how beautiful, cute, adorable this woman is.

I feel so blessed. So lucky.

Maybe THIS is truly THE ONE for me. The one to grow old with (slowly, of course - lol). To marry and settle down with. Everything feels right. Time will tell! :)

We have both learned so much from our previous relationships. Everything WE DON'T WANT.

No more abuse. No more name calling. No more let downs. No more verbal abuse. No more lying. No more fear.

It isn't in "her nature" to be that way, just as it isn't in "my nature" to be that way.

I think we've paid our dues and deserve each other. I really do.

All I know is when she is near me, I want to hold her in my arms, or kiss her - laugh with her - talk. I just want to feel her close to me, and vice versa.

She feels the same for me, it seems.

THIS is love.

Beautiful, Jennifer

It isn't some crazy roller coaster of insane push/pull --- "mirroring" the other and basing our love on what "we can get" from the other --- "our needs" being met.

It is about LOVING each other and being that person - the GOOD - GENUINE - person to each other.

I love the honesty.

There is no lying. No hiding. No deceit. Betrayal. Heartbreak.

No one is going to feel pain when they find out WE are together. People feel JOY for our happiness.

There are good people and there are evil people in this word.

The red and black cape people, I like to call them.

I am happy to have finally, after 5 years, found my red cape partner.

It feels so right.

Jennifer fits so perfectly --- in every way.

I am in love - honest love.

And I thank the universe for that.

Karma played out right this time.

Thank you.

Beauty. Truth. Love.