Hello Thursday

Hello Thursday as I sit and watch the clouds drift by slower than the seconds on my clock.

Sunshine half casted through navy blue curtains and wood blinds.

Familiarity as I have been in this spot more times than I care to count recently. More seconds and clouds gone by then feelings of good health.

Pets circle me as if this has become routine.

Sounds scream from the radio as my head aches with each note but silence would hurt more.

Tomatoes, basil, mozzarella for lunch but too achy and tired to attempt good health so I settle for a bowl of cocoa pebbles.

Feeling like the tin man in need of oil I force myself to focus on one of my loves in life - work.

Head throbbing but grateful for the subtle decrease in intensity at this moment.

Stomach churning to its own rhythm.

Eyes burning but determination wins for the time being.

Thanks to my love my other love grows which will add to the collection of that which we could both love. Margaritaville.

I would cuddle you so hard and pierced for your pleasure on its way to warren.

Fingers revved to say thank you.

I don't want this limitation on a soul that feels limitless.

Sickness and anxiety has robbed me and love has returned that which was robbed.

My 20's passed yet my 20's alive and well at 36.

I am a fighter. I don't like quitting.

So, with that said, I will oil these tin body parts and have my heart take over with all the courage and smarts I can muster up and walk my wooden yellow brick road with my tan toto and....make myself that tomato, basil, mozzerella salad my body so desperately needs.

Tomorrow I will say hello to Friday as I feel the sunlight hug my body.

Desiree

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